Finally, after such a long time, I decided to remove all my self-typing and re-test myself with blank type. I found some test said differently about my type, so, yes, it's time to doubt my self-typing and trust you all to type me. :) I apologize my bad grammar. :(
Good luck. ;)
The Extended Questionnaire v0.2
Tell me about yourself.
I am a human, same like you all who living in this earth and can read this text. Nothing special about me, just an average person. This question should be more detailed.
What do you study or do for a living? How did you come to do that? What do you like or dislike about it?
I formally studying about industrial engineering, but this isn't for a living.
That choice came from my parents opinion about what they wished for me to be.
I like this because I can applied this study wherever, whenever, and whatever I want. But I also dislike this because a lot of restrictive formulas, theory, and scope, which can make me frustrated, because I'm bad when the environment contains too much technical stuff.
What are your values, and why?
I valued humans diversity, like a stars in the sky which contains a lot of various size, brightness, and distance. Because, diversity makes me understand that I am limited, and there are unlimited things in this world which God trust each of single human to do for us and complete others weaknesses.
What else do you do on a daily basis? What are your interests and hobbies? Why do you do them?
My daily basis might seems uncertain or boring for some people, wondering, dreaming, formulating, and making something with number, unpredictable task.
I have interest in developing anything which is uncovered and sometimes seems not related each other. I don't have specific hobbies, but, if it must be called as "hobbies", then my hobbies is all about musical, numerical, differential, eventual, but behind the scene of all.
I did that because I trust that there are a lot of people who better than me to do that.
Describe your relations with family and friends. What do you like and dislike about them?
My relationship with family and friends is neutral, not bad but not good too, because I have no tendencies with any people, including my own family or friend. I like them because we are have different approach to understand and how to live, and it can make me feels like ... watch this life from helicopter view. The only things which I dislike is myself, because it seems I'm not fit in their life and be what they want, since different perspective will demand different approach, and that's always the main start of unnecessary conflict.
What do you look for in friends? In romantic relationships?
In friendship, nothing specific which I look into. I mean ... we are all human, so friendship is naturally happened when both of different human starting to interact each other. That's why there's no special things which actually can be called "friend" in my life. As long as they're a human (or even non-human being but have life), they're my friend too.
In romantic relationship, Mm ... Because of this relationship is only for one person forever, so it might be much more different than any kind of relationship. I look someone who I can trust about everything. My strength, weaknesses, dream, reality, predictable situation, worrying about unpredictable, my glad, sorrow, and all things which is, I only can shared if I fully trust someone.
What conflicts have you encountered recently with other people? Why did they happen? Which kinds seem to happen on a regular basis?
Most conflict just happened because of different perspective of life, like some people want me to have life perceptive like them, arguing who is right and who is wrong, and it will happen on regular basis, because we are all different. #sighs. Can I skip this question?
How would your friends describe you?
I dont really care about what my friends talked about me. I forgot. Too serious maybe?
What do people generally see as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
I dont have any strength. Come on, Im not as special as you think. I like myself because I dislike myself.
What are your weaknesses? What criticism do you often face from others? What do you dislike about yourself?
Im easily to give up when facing aggressiveness from others. Im not a superman or a good man too. People critiquing me about my lack of strength, both mentally and physically, and I dislike it because I dont know why I cant being as a strong man as other wished me to be. Easily crying, escaping, and a lot of hidden pain which I cant tell here.
In what areas of life can you manage well on your own? In what areas of your life would you like help?
I manage well in areas which I didnt need help, and I need help in areas which I didnt manage well. This statement seems not clear enough to understand, but since life is not always same, then, so do I about my life management. Different time need different things to help and be helped too.
What things do you find to be a chore? What things do you enjoy more than others?
Open my eyes to see nothing, close my eyes to see everything, thats my chore. I enjoy to being alone and spent time just for understand anything which isnt being understandable in humans life.
What goals, aspirations, or plans do you have for the future? How did you come to have them?
About future, I can make sure that I didnt need to have that future. I already be in the future at the past, and I might be at the past in the future. Having future is like having a knowledge to make that as a past.
If you had enough money to live comfortably for the rest of your life without working, what would you do with your time?
Let someone who I can trust to budgeting my money and spent it as she wishes, as long as its not for a bad intentions and purpose. Im bad at managing money. I apologize.
What traits do you find endearing that others might dislike? What traits are considered positive/neutral by others but tend to annoy you?
People might dislike uncertainty, but I find it endearing because it made me understand that I just an average human who in Gods control, so nothing special to be proud of. I might be annoying (and feel painful too) if people said that killing people for good sake is positive to do, no matter whether its a physical killing (war with weapon) or mental killing (psychology-war) or heart killing (divorce).
What kinds of things do you do to manage and/or beautify your environment (your room, your house, etc.)? What do you think of daily chores?
I try to manage my environment to make everything is being used properly and not far from the users daily life perspective. I might not as neat as other people, so my daily chores will seems not practicable.
How do you behave around strangers?
Prepare for the worst, Im not the best, right? Im a lone stranger too, so my behavior and communication might seems strange too.
How do you react to conflict? What do you do if somebody insults or attacks you?
I tried to avoid it, Im not going to face it, because I know that conflict is unnecessary. We are all different, so arguing something which already different is redundant. If someone attack me, Ill run, so they didnt need to do that again because their insults is successfully attacking me.
What is one common misconception that people have? Explain why it is wrong.
The common misconception that people have is when they can judge someone is right and wrong objectively. Human perspectives are subjectively when judging another human, and theres no measure to objectively judging human. If people can judge human objectively, it will make human lose their human side and just make them as similar as object or things which didnt have life on it.
What did you do last Friday?
Same as other days. Nothing special, just do daily life and be as usual.
What is your biggest accomplishment?
My biggest accomplishment is when I understand that Im nothing. A long time ago, I never realized that I will understand that in my life.
What is something you regret?
I regret that I dont know how to make me enjoy my life. I always make people suffer because of my struggle of life.
Who do you admire, and why?
I admire all people, because each person have their own inner life which can fulfill others weaknesses by their strength.
What's been on your mind? Has anything been worrying or concerning you? What problems have you encountered lately?
Dont asking about something in my mind. My mind is full of abstract, invisible, unspoken things which will make you more worried if you wish to understand my mind. I easily worried and concern about everything, and I have problem about how to (at least) minimalize this anxiety.
What are your religious or spiritual beliefs and why do you hold them?
Im a Christian, and Ill hold it forever. I hold it because Im not a god. Im a human, and I know that Im limited.
What are your political beliefs, and why? To what extent do you care about politics?
I actually slightly not interested to talk about politics, but, okay. Religious, Communist, Environmentalist, Globalist, blend it into one beliefs, because I dont know what it called about. I sometimes care about politics because I know I cant manage huge people, and I put respect for people who really dedicating themselves to join a political, because its not easy task to do, as a representation of many different intentions of human.
Would you ever be interested in starting a business? Why or why not? What role would you play in it? What kind of business would it be?
No, even I know I have educational background on it, but, no, because I know Im weak at it. Except if that business is already exist and I just being a spectator who tried to figure which spots who need to be improved.
What kind of work environment do you prefer? What do you look for in a job?
I prefer a stable work environment, sustainable, and very low risk job. I actually doesnt mind to have different job which not as I wish. But, I might feel guilty if that job isnt effective for me to do, or if I understand that there are better people who actually should being trusted to replaced me but they arent because of me.
What is or was your favorite school subject and why?
My favorite school subject is musical art, because I like to hear harmonious sound from different source like voice, or musical part. I dont know why, but its like, thats a way to express my non-verbal struggle which fulfilling my mind.
How do you approach responsibility? What do you tend to expect of others?
I response anything which is correlated with me or with anything which I can help, but, yes, it seems impractical. I expect others to do as who they are and what they usually did regularly. I dont want to put much expectation for others, I dont want to be a burden for them. I apologize.
Where did you go on your most recent vacation? What did you do there? How did you like it and why?
What is vacation? Is that a special time to retreat from daily life? I dont call it a vacation, its a break. I do a break in any places where I can feel being alone and just being alone. Park, cheap restaurant, or even bedroom and bathroom can be a place for break too. I like it because I can reduce noise which come to my ears, and privately asking myself about complexity of life.
What were you like as a kid? How have you changed since you were a child?
When I was a kid, I was being an average kid. Maybe the only change from my child age into nowadays, is the complexity about something inside my mind and heart.
What was your high school experience like?
Its a great experience, because I never expected that I will have a high school experience, but then I passed it and learned everything.
Talk about a significant event from your life.
My significant event started when I understand that I made someone cried because she felt hurt, and I bowed down to apologize, although I didnt know what wrong which Ive done to her. That was the first time in my life I apologizing for something which I didnt know, and it continues until now.
Do you like kids? Why or why not?
Yes, I like kids, because they are as same as us, humans too, but they developed everything faster than adults, even they arent having greater position, power, authority, or strength than adult or elders.
If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
Freedom to developing themselves as who they are, and always love them even they might face unknown in future. The measure is their happiness and trust in God. Both are unmeasurable, but it can be feel with our heart, right?
Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
I always feel stuck in a rut, the causes is sometimes complex to explain, but sometimes unknown too, and my reaction is just let that stuck in my mind and accept it as a part of my life.
How do you see other people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
Other people is like a star which have different brightness, size, and distance, and that diversity is not a social problem. If there are a person who said that there are someone who being a social problem, then that person is the real problem for me.
What do you do if you're not getting what you want? What approach do you use?
Being silent and just, okay with it. I only do an approach is it really critical and it must be solved to avoid conflict of interest.
Are you comfortable taking leadership roles? In what areas? Why or why not?
No, dont offer me to take a leadership role, because Im not a good example of how people should live. I just an average person, and there are a lot of people in this earth who want to be a leader but dont have a chance to realize that dream. Give this role to them, not me.
How often do you get angry? What kinds of things make you angry?
I rarely get angry, but it doesnt mean that I never get angry. I might being angry if people pushed me to do what they want without concern to what others might feel or think. I dont want to start a conflict.
What is the best thing that happened to you during the past week?
I saw other people happy with their life and be thankful even facing difficult situations which they didnt know why it should be happened on them.
What is the worst thing that happened to you during the past week?
I unconsciously put myself in a place where I dont know where I am and I dont understand why it happens to me.
What is the purpose of life? What do you find personally meaningful in life?
The purpose of life is living and being a human for myself and others. Life is meaningful because I still have chance to live in conscious way, until there will be a time when my unconscious will live alone in me because my conscious is being taken away from life.
What is the most interesting place you have been, and why?
I never forget the place where I can see the sky. Earth. This is the interesting place I have been, because other planet cant providing a better environment for man to live naturally. We still need a lot of tools and technology when live in another planet or even in empty space in this galaxy.
How do you dress or manage your appearance?
I never care too much about my appearance. As long as I using clothes to keep my body being covered, thats how I dress myself. Sometimes people said that I following fashion trends or formality or uniformity, but deep down in my heart, I actually dont care about it, even if it might suited with what they want in me.
Do you like surprises?
No, I dont like surprises, except its from someone who I fully trust. Surprises from strangers or even friends are just making me feels bad, because I know I might not make them happy with it.
Is there anything else important about you that we should know?
This is the longest questionnaire which I ever taken to being typed in Socionics. So, I hope it can facilitating more details about me and my life. Dont trust my self-typing, now its the time for you to decide my type. Thank you, and I apologize.
Good luck. ;)
The Extended Questionnaire v0.2
Tell me about yourself.
I am a human, same like you all who living in this earth and can read this text. Nothing special about me, just an average person. This question should be more detailed.
What do you study or do for a living? How did you come to do that? What do you like or dislike about it?
I formally studying about industrial engineering, but this isn't for a living.
That choice came from my parents opinion about what they wished for me to be.
I like this because I can applied this study wherever, whenever, and whatever I want. But I also dislike this because a lot of restrictive formulas, theory, and scope, which can make me frustrated, because I'm bad when the environment contains too much technical stuff.
What are your values, and why?
I valued humans diversity, like a stars in the sky which contains a lot of various size, brightness, and distance. Because, diversity makes me understand that I am limited, and there are unlimited things in this world which God trust each of single human to do for us and complete others weaknesses.
What else do you do on a daily basis? What are your interests and hobbies? Why do you do them?
My daily basis might seems uncertain or boring for some people, wondering, dreaming, formulating, and making something with number, unpredictable task.
I have interest in developing anything which is uncovered and sometimes seems not related each other. I don't have specific hobbies, but, if it must be called as "hobbies", then my hobbies is all about musical, numerical, differential, eventual, but behind the scene of all.
I did that because I trust that there are a lot of people who better than me to do that.
Describe your relations with family and friends. What do you like and dislike about them?
My relationship with family and friends is neutral, not bad but not good too, because I have no tendencies with any people, including my own family or friend. I like them because we are have different approach to understand and how to live, and it can make me feels like ... watch this life from helicopter view. The only things which I dislike is myself, because it seems I'm not fit in their life and be what they want, since different perspective will demand different approach, and that's always the main start of unnecessary conflict.
What do you look for in friends? In romantic relationships?
In friendship, nothing specific which I look into. I mean ... we are all human, so friendship is naturally happened when both of different human starting to interact each other. That's why there's no special things which actually can be called "friend" in my life. As long as they're a human (or even non-human being but have life), they're my friend too.
In romantic relationship, Mm ... Because of this relationship is only for one person forever, so it might be much more different than any kind of relationship. I look someone who I can trust about everything. My strength, weaknesses, dream, reality, predictable situation, worrying about unpredictable, my glad, sorrow, and all things which is, I only can shared if I fully trust someone.
What conflicts have you encountered recently with other people? Why did they happen? Which kinds seem to happen on a regular basis?
Most conflict just happened because of different perspective of life, like some people want me to have life perceptive like them, arguing who is right and who is wrong, and it will happen on regular basis, because we are all different. #sighs. Can I skip this question?
How would your friends describe you?
I dont really care about what my friends talked about me. I forgot. Too serious maybe?
What do people generally see as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
I dont have any strength. Come on, Im not as special as you think. I like myself because I dislike myself.
What are your weaknesses? What criticism do you often face from others? What do you dislike about yourself?
Im easily to give up when facing aggressiveness from others. Im not a superman or a good man too. People critiquing me about my lack of strength, both mentally and physically, and I dislike it because I dont know why I cant being as a strong man as other wished me to be. Easily crying, escaping, and a lot of hidden pain which I cant tell here.
In what areas of life can you manage well on your own? In what areas of your life would you like help?
I manage well in areas which I didnt need help, and I need help in areas which I didnt manage well. This statement seems not clear enough to understand, but since life is not always same, then, so do I about my life management. Different time need different things to help and be helped too.
What things do you find to be a chore? What things do you enjoy more than others?
Open my eyes to see nothing, close my eyes to see everything, thats my chore. I enjoy to being alone and spent time just for understand anything which isnt being understandable in humans life.
What goals, aspirations, or plans do you have for the future? How did you come to have them?
About future, I can make sure that I didnt need to have that future. I already be in the future at the past, and I might be at the past in the future. Having future is like having a knowledge to make that as a past.
If you had enough money to live comfortably for the rest of your life without working, what would you do with your time?
Let someone who I can trust to budgeting my money and spent it as she wishes, as long as its not for a bad intentions and purpose. Im bad at managing money. I apologize.
What traits do you find endearing that others might dislike? What traits are considered positive/neutral by others but tend to annoy you?
People might dislike uncertainty, but I find it endearing because it made me understand that I just an average human who in Gods control, so nothing special to be proud of. I might be annoying (and feel painful too) if people said that killing people for good sake is positive to do, no matter whether its a physical killing (war with weapon) or mental killing (psychology-war) or heart killing (divorce).
What kinds of things do you do to manage and/or beautify your environment (your room, your house, etc.)? What do you think of daily chores?
I try to manage my environment to make everything is being used properly and not far from the users daily life perspective. I might not as neat as other people, so my daily chores will seems not practicable.
How do you behave around strangers?
Prepare for the worst, Im not the best, right? Im a lone stranger too, so my behavior and communication might seems strange too.
How do you react to conflict? What do you do if somebody insults or attacks you?
I tried to avoid it, Im not going to face it, because I know that conflict is unnecessary. We are all different, so arguing something which already different is redundant. If someone attack me, Ill run, so they didnt need to do that again because their insults is successfully attacking me.
What is one common misconception that people have? Explain why it is wrong.
The common misconception that people have is when they can judge someone is right and wrong objectively. Human perspectives are subjectively when judging another human, and theres no measure to objectively judging human. If people can judge human objectively, it will make human lose their human side and just make them as similar as object or things which didnt have life on it.
What did you do last Friday?
Same as other days. Nothing special, just do daily life and be as usual.
What is your biggest accomplishment?
My biggest accomplishment is when I understand that Im nothing. A long time ago, I never realized that I will understand that in my life.
What is something you regret?
I regret that I dont know how to make me enjoy my life. I always make people suffer because of my struggle of life.
Who do you admire, and why?
I admire all people, because each person have their own inner life which can fulfill others weaknesses by their strength.
What's been on your mind? Has anything been worrying or concerning you? What problems have you encountered lately?
Dont asking about something in my mind. My mind is full of abstract, invisible, unspoken things which will make you more worried if you wish to understand my mind. I easily worried and concern about everything, and I have problem about how to (at least) minimalize this anxiety.
What are your religious or spiritual beliefs and why do you hold them?
Im a Christian, and Ill hold it forever. I hold it because Im not a god. Im a human, and I know that Im limited.
What are your political beliefs, and why? To what extent do you care about politics?
I actually slightly not interested to talk about politics, but, okay. Religious, Communist, Environmentalist, Globalist, blend it into one beliefs, because I dont know what it called about. I sometimes care about politics because I know I cant manage huge people, and I put respect for people who really dedicating themselves to join a political, because its not easy task to do, as a representation of many different intentions of human.
Would you ever be interested in starting a business? Why or why not? What role would you play in it? What kind of business would it be?
No, even I know I have educational background on it, but, no, because I know Im weak at it. Except if that business is already exist and I just being a spectator who tried to figure which spots who need to be improved.
What kind of work environment do you prefer? What do you look for in a job?
I prefer a stable work environment, sustainable, and very low risk job. I actually doesnt mind to have different job which not as I wish. But, I might feel guilty if that job isnt effective for me to do, or if I understand that there are better people who actually should being trusted to replaced me but they arent because of me.
What is or was your favorite school subject and why?
My favorite school subject is musical art, because I like to hear harmonious sound from different source like voice, or musical part. I dont know why, but its like, thats a way to express my non-verbal struggle which fulfilling my mind.
How do you approach responsibility? What do you tend to expect of others?
I response anything which is correlated with me or with anything which I can help, but, yes, it seems impractical. I expect others to do as who they are and what they usually did regularly. I dont want to put much expectation for others, I dont want to be a burden for them. I apologize.
Where did you go on your most recent vacation? What did you do there? How did you like it and why?
What is vacation? Is that a special time to retreat from daily life? I dont call it a vacation, its a break. I do a break in any places where I can feel being alone and just being alone. Park, cheap restaurant, or even bedroom and bathroom can be a place for break too. I like it because I can reduce noise which come to my ears, and privately asking myself about complexity of life.
What were you like as a kid? How have you changed since you were a child?
When I was a kid, I was being an average kid. Maybe the only change from my child age into nowadays, is the complexity about something inside my mind and heart.
What was your high school experience like?
Its a great experience, because I never expected that I will have a high school experience, but then I passed it and learned everything.
Talk about a significant event from your life.
My significant event started when I understand that I made someone cried because she felt hurt, and I bowed down to apologize, although I didnt know what wrong which Ive done to her. That was the first time in my life I apologizing for something which I didnt know, and it continues until now.
Do you like kids? Why or why not?
Yes, I like kids, because they are as same as us, humans too, but they developed everything faster than adults, even they arent having greater position, power, authority, or strength than adult or elders.
If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
Freedom to developing themselves as who they are, and always love them even they might face unknown in future. The measure is their happiness and trust in God. Both are unmeasurable, but it can be feel with our heart, right?
Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
I always feel stuck in a rut, the causes is sometimes complex to explain, but sometimes unknown too, and my reaction is just let that stuck in my mind and accept it as a part of my life.
How do you see other people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
Other people is like a star which have different brightness, size, and distance, and that diversity is not a social problem. If there are a person who said that there are someone who being a social problem, then that person is the real problem for me.
What do you do if you're not getting what you want? What approach do you use?
Being silent and just, okay with it. I only do an approach is it really critical and it must be solved to avoid conflict of interest.
Are you comfortable taking leadership roles? In what areas? Why or why not?
No, dont offer me to take a leadership role, because Im not a good example of how people should live. I just an average person, and there are a lot of people in this earth who want to be a leader but dont have a chance to realize that dream. Give this role to them, not me.
How often do you get angry? What kinds of things make you angry?
I rarely get angry, but it doesnt mean that I never get angry. I might being angry if people pushed me to do what they want without concern to what others might feel or think. I dont want to start a conflict.
What is the best thing that happened to you during the past week?
I saw other people happy with their life and be thankful even facing difficult situations which they didnt know why it should be happened on them.
What is the worst thing that happened to you during the past week?
I unconsciously put myself in a place where I dont know where I am and I dont understand why it happens to me.
What is the purpose of life? What do you find personally meaningful in life?
The purpose of life is living and being a human for myself and others. Life is meaningful because I still have chance to live in conscious way, until there will be a time when my unconscious will live alone in me because my conscious is being taken away from life.
What is the most interesting place you have been, and why?
I never forget the place where I can see the sky. Earth. This is the interesting place I have been, because other planet cant providing a better environment for man to live naturally. We still need a lot of tools and technology when live in another planet or even in empty space in this galaxy.
How do you dress or manage your appearance?
I never care too much about my appearance. As long as I using clothes to keep my body being covered, thats how I dress myself. Sometimes people said that I following fashion trends or formality or uniformity, but deep down in my heart, I actually dont care about it, even if it might suited with what they want in me.
Do you like surprises?
No, I dont like surprises, except its from someone who I fully trust. Surprises from strangers or even friends are just making me feels bad, because I know I might not make them happy with it.
Is there anything else important about you that we should know?
This is the longest questionnaire which I ever taken to being typed in Socionics. So, I hope it can facilitating more details about me and my life. Dont trust my self-typing, now its the time for you to decide my type. Thank you, and I apologize.