Any EII 4w3s? Are you as conflicted as I am?
Ugh sometimes I just want to not exist. I got drunk yesternight and dramatically broke up with my boyfriend and my best friend. Over reasons that seem so minor today. It was just lack of attention actually. I'm currently considering switching off my phone and locking myself in my house for a week or so but I know I can't do that because I need people. Plus I want to apologize but then again I don't want to, because it's awkward and I feel like such a crazy bitch and a reject. Sometimes I think I'm just destructive. Sorry to bug you with this post. It's actually just a vent.
Ugh sometimes I just want to not exist. I got drunk yesternight and dramatically broke up with my boyfriend and my best friend. Over reasons that seem so minor today. It was just lack of attention actually. I'm currently considering switching off my phone and locking myself in my house for a week or so but I know I can't do that because I need people. Plus I want to apologize but then again I don't want to, because it's awkward and I feel like such a crazy bitch and a reject. Sometimes I think I'm just destructive. Sorry to bug you with this post. It's actually just a vent.