Hey guys,
Very curious about this. So.... I'm reading a lot on the Divine Feminine and how to be a "vessel" in the power of Manifestation.
This is essentially built on the idea of the Law of Attraction-- that our energy vibrates outward and what we feed the world we will manifest. It is also about attracting what we have in our lives; that any negative person or thing that happens comes from a belief that on some deep level we deserve/ask for it. I'm sure most of you guys know about this, as it is not anything new and it dates back quite far in history.
What I'm mostly curious about is this resistance that I have for this mentality and if others share this.
I find that when I read books such as "The Power of Now" by Eckhart Tolle I get really into it, only after a few days I get highly irritated on living without fully "feeling" or "experiencing". This also correlates with Buddhist and Hindu text, obviously manifesting in different ways. Hindu-trying to find Brahman and be at peace with the world through this intense unity beyond self, and in Buddhism- to cling to nothing because everything is temporary. It is also the same irritation I have when being with Si-doms (no offence at all intended). What I mean is that I can follow living in "an impervious bubble of peace" for only so long. I love it and feel great, but then something clicks and I get irritated of how voluntarily oblivious I have to be in a way. I feel like I am only getting further from the truth because I have to live without analyzing and thinking deeply about the feeling in life. In many ways, Si-doms are the true philosophers in life and know how to be at peace and content without getting antsy. I love this about them, but I have such conflicting desires about this way of life. I want to be at peace but entirely reject it. I can't seem to be consistent about it at all.
I would love to be a bubble of happy and positive thoughts, it would be great to be impervious to everything. On the other hand, how is that not being so removed from truth? I have zero self-preservation naturally, I want to be open to anything coming to me. I enjoy seeing something for what it is and try to fully understand what is in front of me, regardless of how I feel about it. I find that when I flip to the other side and try to pay attention to my own personal peace, I become numb to my life and less, for lack of a better word, bouncy. I sacrifice voluntarily myself for what's around me to get to my "truth" and completely lose all of that when I try to be positive and more controlled with my thoughts. Wondering when being "clear minded" becomes BS? Being fully present just seems to be like lying to yourself, not sure how else to explain it.
I would love to hear anyones opinion on this! I'd love to get a different perspective on it
Very curious about this. So.... I'm reading a lot on the Divine Feminine and how to be a "vessel" in the power of Manifestation.
This is essentially built on the idea of the Law of Attraction-- that our energy vibrates outward and what we feed the world we will manifest. It is also about attracting what we have in our lives; that any negative person or thing that happens comes from a belief that on some deep level we deserve/ask for it. I'm sure most of you guys know about this, as it is not anything new and it dates back quite far in history.
What I'm mostly curious about is this resistance that I have for this mentality and if others share this.
I find that when I read books such as "The Power of Now" by Eckhart Tolle I get really into it, only after a few days I get highly irritated on living without fully "feeling" or "experiencing". This also correlates with Buddhist and Hindu text, obviously manifesting in different ways. Hindu-trying to find Brahman and be at peace with the world through this intense unity beyond self, and in Buddhism- to cling to nothing because everything is temporary. It is also the same irritation I have when being with Si-doms (no offence at all intended). What I mean is that I can follow living in "an impervious bubble of peace" for only so long. I love it and feel great, but then something clicks and I get irritated of how voluntarily oblivious I have to be in a way. I feel like I am only getting further from the truth because I have to live without analyzing and thinking deeply about the feeling in life. In many ways, Si-doms are the true philosophers in life and know how to be at peace and content without getting antsy. I love this about them, but I have such conflicting desires about this way of life. I want to be at peace but entirely reject it. I can't seem to be consistent about it at all.
I would love to be a bubble of happy and positive thoughts, it would be great to be impervious to everything. On the other hand, how is that not being so removed from truth? I have zero self-preservation naturally, I want to be open to anything coming to me. I enjoy seeing something for what it is and try to fully understand what is in front of me, regardless of how I feel about it. I find that when I flip to the other side and try to pay attention to my own personal peace, I become numb to my life and less, for lack of a better word, bouncy. I sacrifice voluntarily myself for what's around me to get to my "truth" and completely lose all of that when I try to be positive and more controlled with my thoughts. Wondering when being "clear minded" becomes BS? Being fully present just seems to be like lying to yourself, not sure how else to explain it.
I would love to hear anyones opinion on this! I'd love to get a different perspective on it