Hello everyone; I have a couple of things bothering me, lingering issues that made me think I'm a 4w5 that I'll write out and hope some of you are able to clarify (I am otherwise an EII-Ne, 6w5, 649 and probably so/sp).
The issues are:
-my pursuit of an ideal self; if I may attain it, some new ideal emerges and I will pursue it (to me it presents meaning in a way; after finding out I'm not a 4 I had to to a degree reconstruct my ideal and sense of identity)
-I have a need in relation to others to in different ways set myself apart; I also have a fear of just being part of the crowd as I feel I then disappear
-I fear giving an impression which I deem lowly which I mention as I think it relates to image management, though it may be related to my so lead
-coexisting senses of superiority and inferiority
While I have an inner sense that I am a 6w5 (for a period I believed I was a 4 I felt I lived a momentary ideal dream-like world, like those in movies where before generally the final undertaking the protagonist one way or another experiences the ideal world due to its difficulty, which is dream-like in nature, but must in the end confront reality) the above points poke at me and am not sure if it's my tritype. Thank you for any provided insight.
The issues are:
-my pursuit of an ideal self; if I may attain it, some new ideal emerges and I will pursue it (to me it presents meaning in a way; after finding out I'm not a 4 I had to to a degree reconstruct my ideal and sense of identity)
-I have a need in relation to others to in different ways set myself apart; I also have a fear of just being part of the crowd as I feel I then disappear
-I fear giving an impression which I deem lowly which I mention as I think it relates to image management, though it may be related to my so lead
-coexisting senses of superiority and inferiority
While I have an inner sense that I am a 6w5 (for a period I believed I was a 4 I felt I lived a momentary ideal dream-like world, like those in movies where before generally the final undertaking the protagonist one way or another experiences the ideal world due to its difficulty, which is dream-like in nature, but must in the end confront reality) the above points poke at me and am not sure if it's my tritype. Thank you for any provided insight.