[Socionics] Is my crush my dual? Long story. :/ please bear with me

I'm gonna meet my crush tomorrow hihi. He's so cute and kinda i don't know, kill joy? XD

Because my p-type boss told me to come tomorrow at 1pm.

Then he also messaged me that he will be in the office tomorrow so i should come there at 9am.

Well it's actually not a problem for me since I'm gonna see him first :)

Then i said okay. XD

Then after that he said sorry that i just can come tomorrow at 1pm hahahah. Fucking annoying joke. Atleast you realized empathy now my crush hihi. XD

You should hangout with me more and let's removed that j-ness in you haha. XD

I think he's hmmmm
I don't know he's hard to type actually. -_-

He's also fucking complicated or I'm just hihi ♡

Probably he got kinda annoyed at me at first lol

But after the incident with the pervert he became nicer to me again.

Okay.. I already know why. Because he obviously doesn't like aggressive girls haha xD

He wants to be in charge because i kinda see a manly ego to him..

So, okay hihi! XD

Last time we met i didn't hangout with him that much because i wanna get off my little crush for him because there's a possibility that i can move places..

But since i failed the interview hahahahahah xD i can stay longer hihi ♡

So i can have a crush with him again. Hihi ♡

He's just my crush actually because i know i cannot get him. XD he's kinda hard to get. He's a j-type lol xD

But i think he kinda likes me too hihi ♡

Because there's a time that he's meeting me, he is ALL SMILE. XD like seriously like he cannot take off his smile hahahaha. XD

I like him smiling like that hes so cute..

Then last meeting i met him too, we're actually about to eat a buffet in a company and i called him on phone because i got lost

Then he told me the way and i have seen it..

Then i saw him standing outside waiting for me.. Hahahaha!!! XD

Is there's meaning on that? XD

But i didn't flirt with him that time because you know I'm guarding my feelings to the possibile result if i will be moving new place again..

So tomorrow,
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I love you crush. I actually reserve some condoms for you. Hihi. Don't be shy to me, just let it go.. If you just let go then you won't regret it you'll be happier than ever..



Then last drinking session too, i got drunk and he actually lead me way home until the door of my apartment hihi. I really thought there's something that would happen that time but he's a good person so i shouldn't hope hahahah. XD

Then, his way home is actually different but he still went with me on a different direction. XD

Then another clue he might also like me:

He called me that i got an interview in a far far away place.. I told him, okay... But i don't wanna leave this place!
Then his voice changed, he said i should just do my best.. And then i said thank you.. Then he kinda react differently you know like he's also sounded like he's sad that i will be going else where too..

My crush is actually a thinking type. And, yeah :) I'm happy seeing him like a feeler such a cutie hihi ♡

Well i guess I'm 50% assuming but there's a possibility he also likes me too hahaha. XD

And, i also like the fact that he just allow me to be drunk like he's not a killjoy like some guys actually are killjoys that they're telling me to woman up because girls aren't supposed to drink.

But he, he's like amused when i drink a lot like it's interesting for him that i drink a lot hahahahah! XD

Maybe he's my dual. XD