[Socionics] Emotionally bullied: that's why i developed Feelings

Have you encountered this?

I always have been emotionally bullied since i was a kid.

1. Probably 13yo, i just say whatever the fuck is on my mind.. I'm not aware that people are actually hurted by it.. I will just gonna knew that what i have said was wrong when someone told me I've hurted someone
2. When i was in highschool, some classmates just hate me. I don't know why, actually. XD then whenever I'm saying the truth like that thing is bad looking. Some of my classmate will get mad at me, they're saying I'm Insensitive.. And i will always defend myself that it's actually the truth.
3. College. Some feeler types as well made me their center of attention and told me that i was like this, I'm Insensitive and shit..
4. When i turned 22, my ex told me that I'm selfish and i have no feelings.
5. My bestfriend told me that i should give a fuck about other people.

So there, throughout the years I'm emotionally bullied by feeler types..

So i have actually developed this kind of "people pleasing shit trauma" xD

Like i always make sure now if i hurt someone probably because I'm already old you know.

And i think i also have developed my EQ.