Member Questionnaire (MuhammadSyafiq)

Beauty lies in the eyes of its beholder, a subjective quality defined by more than just the outward appearance.

Love is the warmth you feel when you meet the right person that you want to spend the rest of your days with.. Love is what gives you strength to wake up in the morning to face this world because you know you have all that you need in life regardless of what happens..

Trust,Modesty,Respect and Humility

I believe in one God, and I believe everything happens for a reason. Nothing is accidental. Life in itself is a paradox of infinite loops with multiple different realities and we're all a part of the grand scheme of things.. religious-wise, i think agnostic would be a way to describe myself. I do not approve of polytheistic religions. God should be in essence a transcendent being that requires no help from anyone to command over his creations.

Wars are the consequences of human greed and the desire for wealth and everything beyond. Militaries allow man to pursue their greed until they are consumed by it. People that chose to pursue a military life, some are passionate to protect their country while some just want to have power and dominance over others. Power and greed goes hand in hand. The more power you posses in your arsenal. the more your desires grow. It is a painful truth that has long been the history of mankind.

The big questions in life is always a topic I frequently have conversations about because I find myself deeply unsatisfied with the answers I'm given. I always find myself seeking meaningful conversations while avoiding pointless talks and empty discussions.

I am interested in the study of medicine, but I'm not too focused on my body. I live a sedentary lifestyle so I wouldn't classify myself as a health enthusiast.

I understand that it helps discipline yourself and whatnot, but I find doing daily chores tiring. I do things when I need to do, so I guess I'm always living in the moment.

Haven't been reading books lately, but I like self-help books that allows me to explore myself. Movies would be a more dramatic thriller or an action packed flick like John Wick, or The Call.

I cry when I empathise with other people's suffering..I cry quite easily because of my hyper sensitivity.
I smile when I see other's smile. I smile at silly things. Overall, I'm just an emotional person.

When I'm sitting down on a field of grass and just stare at the sky. I guess I feel good..Like feeling the breeze at the bay..These gives me a feel good moment..

I'm too emotional. I get angry so easily and I hate that. I can be awfully awkward when socialising because I feel like I talk too much.

I can present speeches and give talks well in public. I have confidence in the things I talk about. I believe that I can lead people to a better future.

I want to be less emotionally responsive and more confident overall,with how to socialize better.

I feel like I lost my life purpose and lately I can't handle the immense stress after multiple failures in life. I keep drowning myself in self-pittance and choose to let go of everything.I wish I can strengthen myself a bit and lead a less emotionally taxing life.

I hate fake pretentious people that acts a certain way so that everyone would like them. I also hate people that puts others down in order to make themselves appear much better than others.
I like people that are understanding and patient of others and the ones that smile in times of difficulty,, not blame others for their own shortcomings.I guess I get along with other sensitive people that are much more aware of the emotions of others, and people that lives in the moment like I do.

I like the idea of romance, but I'm quite straight laced so I dream of loving only one person and one person only for the rest of my life. Because of that, I'm a bit afraid to invest too much emotions early on when I was younger, So far, I'd say I haven't truly loved anyone.Sex is a necessity. It's what keeps us sane. I want an understanding woman, modest in all things, trustworthy, loyal and a hopeless romantic like myself.

My main concerns would be if they were to grow up being a pretentious, ignorant and untrustworthy human beings. If they make mistakes, I can forgive and move on. But I'm afraid that they would become people who holds no morals and ethics in life. That would be my biggest concern. I would try my best to instill my own beliefs in them, if they choose a different way, then it is up to them. I would not further concern myself as they have made their own choice in how to live life.

I would sound my opinon of it and hope to have a long and thorough discussion about why he chooses to believe in such. If I think that the belief is a corrupted one, i'd try my best to convince the person to have a different opinion of it. if that fails, I'd agree to disagree on the subject and leave it at that. If his belief is too contrasting with mine that can even affect the way we interact, I'd choose to part ways with the person and wish him well.

I'm open to socialising with anyone and everyone regardless of the status quo. I view all man as equal as we're all created to be.
The only thing that separates each and everyone of us is how we perceive this world ,how our ethics and moral are valued and how we choose to approach life as a whole.The problem with society for me is there's alot of pretense and greed that consumes some people. How people put others down for the sake of oneself is disgusting to say the least. I despise manipulators and those that think they're above others.

I choose my friends very carefully and I value their opinion. I do not pretend to be someone I'm not infront of them and I choose people who aren't pretentious and genuine to their selves.

I try to respect others the way I would like to be respected. I try to accommodate strangers if they are at the very least kind to me and respectful. I'm wary of manipulators and those that try to use me or others for their own benefits.