Trying hard to really figure out my personality type, and more importantly myself. I've lived the life of an extrovert, but lately it's kind of dawned on me that I've just been living out a facade. It's always been tiring for me, it drains me and it's always felt like something I "had to do" instead of really wanting to do. I've been going through some tough times and some pretty dark thoughts have passed through my mind recently, so I think there's an urgent need for me to rediscover who I am. It worries me sometimes, because of the sheer extent I find myself having to contemplate what to do or how to act or even how to think. It's like I don't know who I am anymore, and I really don't know if I ever knew to begin with. It's not easy to express this stuff, especially to strangers on the internet, it's all hitting me quite fast. But there's my introduction. Nice to meet you all :)
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